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Wednesday, November 30, 2005
eyes are pretty swollen still.
HAHA. luckily mum said she will pack the rest of my room for me.

peetard came over in the afternoon to slack.
my whole room will always be in one big mess after she leaves. dots.

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had church meeting at raffles city and headed to watch harry potter with lynn.
it was the latest movie i ever watched and it was so nice to walk on the streets of orchard road and not see so many pple.
the xmas lightings are soooo beautiful.
i could just walk down the whole of orchard road and enjoy every moment of it.
=)

headed back to pgp hall.
watched white chicks and it was hilarious.
slept around 2.
i took one half of the bed and slept on my right side throughout the night.
now my right side of my body is damn pain.
HAHA. *faints.
but i had sooo much fun with my dumbie lah. (:

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off to camp tml.
wont be back till next monday.
woohoo!!!! (:
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
one word - happy.

=)


when they're lowering the curtain
to the theatre of my dreams
i stumble and i crumble
and I'm sinking to my knees for you
You cradle me

you are the voice i seek
Sunday, November 27, 2005
freedom calls.

exams are finally over and i have been enjoying myself since yesterday's morning. caught up with abi, adele and clara. sometimes i think about it and i feel so blessed. the friendships i have these girls will always be something that is so close to my hearts and no matter what happens in future, i know that we will always be good friends. (:

stayed overnight at sue's house with the old cg gang. God was really speaking to me alot on thanksgiving and i treasure every second of my time that i get to share this time i have with my old cg gang. despite the age differences and how things have changed over the years, i thank God even for our commitments in meeting up and doing fun stuff together.

blessed. as much as i didnt have a great start at school this year, He has shown me that i am blessed in so many other areas and i know that is enough. In everything, give thanks.

doing lots of catch up sessions with friends before i leave for camp. i am a walking zombie now because of the serious lack of sleep. HAHA. (: but like what i told clara, i rather feel tired from playing then to feel tired from studying. oops. LALALALA.

=)


your grace still amazes me
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
2 papers down. 3 more to go.
my body clock is pretty screwed right now.
i cant seem to sleep at night and end up sleeping in the afternoon.
yesterday, i woke up every one hour and the first two words that was in my mind was ZEN BUDDHISM! Haha. (: i think my brain was dying from reading my Japanese studies notes.

okay. back to study. :D
Sunday, November 20, 2005
jeanette is reaching saturation point soon.
6 more days to freedom.
God will go before me and He will be there with me through each paper.
praying for strength and perserverance.

i am blessed no matter what.
so blessed i cant contain it


all for love the Father gave
Abba Father have your way
Thursday, November 17, 2005
Before you met me I was a fairy princess
I caught frogs and called them princes and made myself a queen
Before you knew me I travelled round the world
I slept in castles and fell in love
Because I was taught to dream

I found mayonnaise bottles and
Poked holes on top to capture Tinkerbell
They were just fireflies to the untrained eye
But I could always tell
I believe in fairytales
And dreamers' dreams like bed sheet sails
And I believe in Peter Pan and miracles
Anything I can to get by
And fireflies

- faith hill's fireflies


"Life is hard and so is love, child, believe in all these things"


i will get by...
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
nothing is going into my brain.
ps is really slowing me down.
i am just reading blindly.
i need to keep moving on though.

exams is not only a time to commit everything to Him but i really hope i can glorify Him with through the exams.
in everything, give thanks.
i know i have not work as hard as i wanted to and that scares me because i really want to give my best back to Him.
my soul will find rest in You, nonetheless. (:

I NEED TO BE LESS DISTRACTED!!!

-

i will walk with You
whereever You go
in tears and joy
i will trust in You.

dancing in circles around the moon
Sunday, November 13, 2005
there is so much to look forward to after the exams.
please make this agony quick!
i am counting down till next saturday.
for now, jeanette will have no life and MUG.

to those who have been there for me for these past few days - thanks and i love you all. (:

-

shine it this way
shine it so i can see which way to take
my faith is in YOU to bring me through
- lighthouse
Friday, November 11, 2005
here i am hiding inside my room
where i can finally feel sercured.
every tear dropped today
came straight from my heart.
this is probably the worst day of my life
yet i cant do anything but cry.

this will never happen in neverland.
yet sadly, i am still here.

but i know that there is always hope.
there is hope in an unchanging God
even as things around me changes.

YOU stay strong in my heart.
even though sometimes i cant hear YOU
i know of the great plans YOU have for me.
dry up my tears and let me trust.

someday i will go
dancing on the moon
when will i stop assuming things around me?
i wish the world could stop for their one second
and let me take a deep big breath.

i want to shoot that star for you.
where you?
Monday, November 07, 2005
jap studies project finally done.(:
2 more weeks till the exams. :(
it is time to bug up and stop slacking.
I MUST NOT FALL ASLEEP WHILE STUDYING!!!

-

i cant take it anymore.
i need to let it out here.
why must asdfghjkl be so selfish?
why can asdfghjkl think of what her actions can cause to other pple?
why must asdfghjkl always leave us picking up the pieces for her?
why? why? why?

OKAY. DONE!

i will spread my wings
and fly again
Sunday, November 06, 2005
CSI marathon. (:
mugging time starts tml. period.

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cause I know my God saved the day
and I know His word never fails
and I know my God made a way for me
Salvation is here
Saturday, November 05, 2005
spore hit awards with prissie yesterday. (:
my hus won 4 awards!!! YIPEE!!!!
i enjoyed my night with prissie ytd.
more to come, please! :D

he sang wo men somemore.
they sang wo men too.
i was thinking about TFF!
now and forever, dudettes! :D

.

i was thinking..
what does it takes to maintain friendships for a long time?
what if environment changes?
what if we are no longer in the same class/school?
does that mean friendships will change?
i guess time and place change relationships between friends.
so do we still hold on because we still hold past memories dearly to our hearts?
or are we holding on because we truly want to create new memories together?

i will say both.
i cant change time but i can learn to treasure who i have right now.
love. (:

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who are you now
are you still the same or
did you change somehow
Friday, November 04, 2005
another round of mahjong with the family yesterday. (:
fried mars bar from far east rocks. (:

watched all about love yesterday.
i cried a lot and everybody
around me was crying too.
it was a good movie overall. :D

have been slacking the whole day.
watching chick flicks with my sister
is sooooo blissful. (:
going to see my hus later with prissie.
YEAHYEAHYEAH. :D

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you took bigger steps than me
but it is okay because i know that there
will be another one who will walk right next to me. the heart matters most. (:
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
another rainy day. (:

i tried mugging today but to no avail. exams are coming and i must seriously stop slacking. HAHA. but why do i always fall asleep whenever i try to study?

it was a long night yesterday. a lot happened and i dont know what to do. both parties are my good friends and i am just lost of words right now. i dont know what is right and wrong anymore.

nv mind. i should just stop thinking too much.
off to play mahjong!!! WOOHOO!! :D

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speeding down to buy you a rainbow
it has been a long day.
all the things that occured today seemed to be not important now.

a sense of de javu.

time still moves on no matter
how much we are stuck in the past.
so lets sleep for tomorrow will be a
brand new day, a brand new beginning. (: